Sunday, September 6, 2009

KeLuH KeSaH Ku

haaihhhh...
haihhhhh...
haaihhhhh....

"mus..xbaik mengeluh.. Tuhan marah..." tu la yg kwn2 slalu ckp...
mmg la bunyi tuh mengeluh..tapi bukannye tanda aku mengalah or berputus asa or salahkan org lain or ape2 je lah kan.. it's just my simple trademark expression of being tired.. that's all..
nothing more and nothing less..

being tired.. tired of what?? hmm... macam2 ada....

  • study
  • family
  • kawan2
  • duit
  • makan
  • laptop
  • surrounding
well.. each one of them gave me different ways colouring my life day by day...
ni bukan main kaler2 kat colouring book tu ye.. haha.. it's just not as simple as that..
but sometimes i really wish it could be simple,relax and easy..

STUDY---- waaaahhhh... penat kot... cant argue about that... study ape2 pun mmg la penat tp aku yg hidup sbg student medic nih, huhu, study sampai nangis pun still rase susah.. xpelah, no pain no gain kan.. surely, i wont n never ever ever ever infinity give up hope in eveything i do.. but still, penat.... haaaihhhhh......


FAMILY---- dok jauh2 di perantauan (manipal, india)...rindu la.. tipu la sape ckp xrindu.. tumbuk baru tau.. hehe.. but i'm not tired missing them okey...its not like that.. aku juz penat menunggu bile next holiday coz xsabar nak balik umah jumpe diorg.. =p last2 seksa gak sbb before cuti konfem ader exam... haaaaiiihhhhhh...


KAWAN----- haaa... ni lah dia... xkesah la hang pi mana pun, diorg akan ader di mane2 dgn prangai @ fi'il @ behaviour @ tabiat diorg yg pelbagai n ntah ape kejadahnye.. ahahaa.. biaselah, ade kwn yg setelkan problem..ade kwn nk mntk tlg dgr problem..xkurang juge ye member yg wat problem.. ngeh3.. mcm2 hal kan..

tp naluri manusia kot, kte xboleh nak rase tenang bile kwn kte sendiri susah hati.. x mudah sebenarnye nak jage hati semua org.. more secrets more lies..and its not something easy to be taken care of.. penat tau...

but the best part is that when we help them,we help ourselves at the same time.. learn the value of it.. that's how we keep building maturity of our mind, soul n relationship with others..
haaihhhhhh...


2 comments:

  1. kim....
    everything happens for a reason.
    jangan tensi2...:D
    dok umah spend time dgn family betul2..
    cz someday somehow when u are away from them, u'l miss those sweet memories together.;)

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  2. ahaha..betul3..
    xde tensi sgt pun..
    saje je lepas nafas kuat2.. haaaihhhhh...
    anyway, thanx yaa~~ ^_^

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